I guess I should start from the beginning The First guy I ever loved, Anthony. I fell in love the day I met him. It was 7TH grade, and he stayed the night with a friend across the street from my best friend at the time's house. We stopped by to see the friend and his dad told us to go upstairs. There he was, he was so cute with his messed up hair. We didn't talk too much that year. But we got a class together the next year. Because our seats were put in alphabetical order, we sat next to each other. He became my best friend and I started to like him. Not knowing that he also liked me we decided to help each other with finding a person to date. Eventually his best friends came up to me and told me that Anthony liked me. I didn't believe it was true until Anthony started to attack them. It was so funny
There was a problem thou I already had a boyfriend. But it was weird because at the time I had already planned on breaking up with the guy I was dating. But I knew that if I did everyone would think it was because of Anthony. But I had enough of the other guy not showing he cared, so I broke up with him.
And I was right everyone thought the reason I broke up with him was to go out with Anthony. He didn't make it any better by asking me out the same day I broke up with the other guy. I told him no and then he asked again and I didn't say anything, The third time he asked I said yes there was no way I was going to risk losing him. Anthony was so romantic he surprised me all the time with poems and little cute things that showed he cared. All the other girls were jealous of me because I actually had a boyfriend that cared.
I felt so lucky everyday I woke up and it was another day I would spend dating Anthony. He was the light of my life. I am not sure if he will ever truly know how much I love him.
For our 11 month Anniversary he took a rose to all 6 of my classes. That morning he gave me a rose in first period and I didn't think much of it because we had that class together, but when he came into my 2nd period and gave me another I started to catch on. By the end of the day everyone would wait to see what else would happen, they weren't sure if at the last period there would be more or what was going to happen he was always coming up with things like that.
May 20th 2000 Our big 9th grade dance. Our 1-year Anniversary was one day before So Anthony surprised me with a Candlelight dinner (that he made from scratch). His dad drove him to my house, and when Anthony got there his dad said he forgot his camera at the house so we had to drive back there and take pictures before we went to dinner. We got there and took pictures in the living room, and then his dad said he wanted a long-range picture so he went in to the Kitchen and when we followed I saw that the table had candles and it was decorated. It was so cute. I was very surprised. My parents picked us up when we were done eating. We went to the dance and had a blast. My dress was light blue and I had white gloves and a tiara, and everyone said I looked like a Cinderella and I felt like it with a boyfriend as great as Anthony.
Summer of 2000 was really crazy. It was the worst and the best summer ever. Anthony and I broke up but, I was single and there was a lot of guys trying to get with me. Great Parties,lots of fun in the sun. I had my first real date. With a guy that actually drove his own car.
The Summer was over, and we had to go back to school. By the time we got to school Anthony was dating Meryl,(the girl he cheated on me with). I hadn't really seen them together yet so it was ok. Our first Dance was after a football game, It was going so well I was with Maurice and Chris and some other friends. that was when I realized hey Maurice is hott. So I was happy to be there with him. Then Anthony and I's song came on and I turned and there they were dancing. My heart was torn into pieces that night. I started crying it was really not cool. Maurice and Chris got me out of there we went into a hallway and they did everything they could to cheer me up. Finally I got up and danced with them. They really helped me that night.
I was hearing all sorts of rumors at school about Anthony talking badly about me. I was so confused why he was doing this, hadn't he put me thru enough? In October I started dating Zach A mutual friend, so Anthony was around us he would say hi or something like that but that was about it.
On my birthday the fifth Of Feb, I was in the hallway with my friends and Anthony was close by to us. For My Birthday My mom got my hair permed. Anthony said it looked nice. It was nice to hear him say that. then when he was walking away he screamed happy birthday and left. I was quite weird. Jennifer told me that he did that because he thought I would get mad at him or something if he would have gone up to me and said it.
Valentines Day 2001 I made Anthony a card in my 1st period class and gave it to him when I saw him after that, I wrote in it that I hoped one day we could get passed all of the stuff in the past and be friends again. When he read it he said Dez, We are friends and gave me a huge hug. I almost cried I had been waiting for this hug for so long.
School went on and Anthony and I didn't really talk all that much. We would say hi passing each other in the hall or something like that. we were friends but not like we used to be.
That Summer we attended the same parties together and we would talk and flirt but that was it for the relationship.
We went back to school that year as Juniors. So close to being done with school. Junior year was hard I was threatened with the fact that I could be moving out any day. We were being evicted. Well in January we moved. It was split second I didn't get to say good-bye to anyone.
Feb 26th is Anthony's Birthday, So I wrote him and updated him on where I was living and how I was single again and wished him a Happy Birthday. I gave him my address and phone number. I wasn't expecting anything back. Then he called me. We talked, it was great. He told me everything was going to be ok in my life, and then we hung up.
April 2002, Spring break. I Stayed With Chelsee for her spring break. I called Anthony to invite him to the Party I was having that Wednesday. He came over the monday before and hung out with me Oh my gosh He looked so great. We talked and messed around just like we used to. He came to the Party early. We went to play basketball, I don't think I have ever had that much fun playing basketball. Anthony (Who is a awesome Basketball Player) Zach and I were on the same team against Jenn, Michelle, and there boyfriends. Anthony and I were flirting the whole day. When we went back to the house we pilled in Zach's van. Anthony and I in the very back, Jenn and her boyfriend in the middle and Zach in the front. We all some how got into talking about the past. It was very interesting to see how much he remembered. At one point Anton noticed that I didn't open my soda all the way and he said I was the first person he saw that did that except for him. It was cute. After the party was over he left and we hooked back up with him at Ryan house that night. I left on the monday after that, Brad took me home.
Anthony and I started talking almost every night. Amber and Him broke up the friday after I left. Then we started talking every night. Now we started getting into more serious conversations and I guess when Anthony is tired he lets his guard down, because he told me that he thought he was falling in love with me again. Oh My Gosh!!!!! I couldn't believe it. I had been waiting for this for so long. He started telling me how beautiful I was, and how stupid he was for ever breaking up with me. He also told me that he had regretted breaking up with me ever since he did. I didn't even know what to say to all of this. He left me speechless.
April 20th 2002Jennifer's Birthday. As a surprise her brother came and got me from Seattle and went to Puyallup. Well the next day I called Anthony to see what he was doing Well he actually planned to come and see me in Seattle. So I was really happy but I told him I wasn't in Seattle He came to visit Jenn and I at her house and he ended up taking me home. On the way home he asked me what I would say if he asked me out. I didn't know what I would say so I told him i didn't know We got to my house and we were in the living room talking and really flirting, then we started wrestling around I ended up in his arms and the next thing I know we are hugging and neither of us want to let go It was so great being in his arms again I didn't want it to end. We were in my kitchen and I think he wanted to kiss me but we didn't. Anton and I sat on the couch and we were talking and the next thing I know we kissed. The kiss was magical, there was so much love behind it. I had wanted to kiss him since the summer we broke up. I walked him to his car and we spent a hour or so in the car talking and kissing.
Jennifer wanted me to go to her school dance, so I had Anthony go with me. He ended up driving Jenn, her two friends and I with him. So when we showed up it was like he had four dates. We danced that night I was so happy to be dancing and in his arms. He was so great. We would see each other just about every other week.
I was invited to Leah's Party, everyone was going to have a date so I asked Anthony. I actually called Anthony's dad and begged him to let Anthony go. His Dad said yes, Anthony came down early to help me move the rest of out stuff to the new house. So much happened that night it was so crazy we were 2 and a half hours late to the party. Anthony And I almost had sex that night, but I got scared that we would get caught or something like that.
Late that week I talked to him and told him I was so annoyed with myself and that I did want to. We ended up talking and I felt we weren't going anywhere further then where we were in our relationship. I wasn't happy but it was the truth. About a month later he had another girlfriend.
We didn't really talk to much after that. We were both busy with school and our other friends. We went out as a group in November to the movies and he was still with his girlfriend. He told me that if they were still together for my Graduation then he probably wouldn't be going to it. I was so sad I wanted him to be there so much. I was going to be so unhappy if he didn't go. Well the girl and him broke up and so he told me he would be there. Anthony and Jesse came together to my Graduation, they got lost and ended up getting there about 10 minutes before It was over. I didn't care that he was late at least he was there. It was so cute he gave me a sponge bob pen, Its all he found in his pocket. He is so cute.
He started dating Meryl again after my graduation. So we didn't really talk. I showed up at school in April to see everybody and there he was, looking as cute as ever. When he turned and saw me and his face brightened up it was great. I was at school a couple time that week getting everything squared off for Prom. I was going to Bethels Prom with Maurice.One Of the days while I was leaving I saw Anthony walking out to the Parking lot, and he walked up to this totally hott Car. I did not know he had a new car. So I was quite surprised to see him get in and drive away. I will take a picture of it and then put it on the page so you can see.
Prom was great, except for the looking over at Anthony and Meryl and seeing how happy she made him. If she made him happier the I did then I was happy for him, but it still hurt to see them together.
June 11th 2003Bethel's Graduation. Katie and I attended it since well I wasn't going to miss all of my friends Graduation. I saw some people before graduation I ended up holding Maurice's hat for him. Anthony didn't know I was going to be there. So when he was walking with Jesse during the ceremony and Katie, Ryan And I stood up and yelled for them and he looked and saw me there he was so surprised. He sat down and then was like what are you doing here? At the end of the ceremony, when All of them were facing us he was clapping and all of that and he looked at Ryan and I and worded our names and pointed as if we were there with him. It was so great to know he was thinking of us. That night I hugged him a million times and realized that he was single again.
Jesse's grad party was two weekends after the graduation and Anthony and I flirted the whole time like always. It was so great it rained the whole time, so all of us spent the time in the Garage Anthony and Jesse were messing around with the band equipment and they started playing. Anthony on the Drums and Jesse on the Guitar it was great he is so talented. Later that night Anthony took katie and I to the bus and we went home.
Jesse, Anthony, and Ryan came down the one weekend, It was fun. Anthony had talked to Meryl a little before so he was not all that happy, so we went on a walk and really talked and that night he had talked to jesse about me moving in with them when they get there place. So he told me that if I did move in with him I was practically guaranteed that we would start dating again. That was crazy, I couldn't believe him. but then I remembered that Jesse had told me that The summer before Anton asked him if he thought it was a good Idea if we dated again. the only reason why he didn't ask me was that I lived In Seattle. So If I lived In Tacoma with him then there wouldn't be anything holding us back.
Well now it's September and I am still single and so is Anthony I am not sure if we will ever date all I know Is if we do end up getting back together we will more then likely stay together this time. If we don't then I hope the Lucky Girl that does end up with him know just how Special she really is to be with him and never take him for granted. Anthony Is one of those guys you read about or see in a movie and you don't think they exist. Well they do And Anthony is one of them. If you have the pleasure of his company you will agree with me. He means the world to me and I am sure many other people. He will leave this world loved by many people.
Well That was the last I wrote I guess I should update everyone.
October 18th 2003 we had a party that weekend for Katie and Ryan since there Birthday was during the week. That day was very busy. Katie and I had to run an errand for a friend. Anthony and Ryan were not pleased with us because they didn’t like the friend of ours. Well this just started all sorts of drama that night. Anthony went on a walk with Katie and wanted to talk to her about me. Well he told her that he thought I wasn't the same girl as I used to be. He didn't like the way I was running my life, or how I dressed. Because he didn’t like all these things was the reason we weren't dating. Katie came to me after the walk and told me what he had said. I told Katie that all I wanted was to be with him and I went inside to change my shirt, since the one I was wearing was to revealing. The reason why I wore more revealing clothes was because all my life I had a small chest and until my 10th-11th year I was a B cup. Well finally I grew to a C cup and then about a week later to a D cup. So I wanted to flaunt that I finally grew. Later that night Anthony and I went on a walk and talked. I told him that he wasn’t the same person he was when we dated either. We were grown now. We told each other what we thought and we talked for so long that we ended up at home sitting on the stars still needing to talk. I told Anthony I would do whatever it took to make him see I am still the same girl; I have just changed on the outside. Well we talked almost all night. Anthony slept in my bed that night like he always did and Joni and her boyfriend slept in my other bed. After 12:00am it would be the 19th and that was the day Anthony and I first started dating so I figured it would be great if I asked him out and he said yes. And if he didn’t then its not like he would quit talking to me or anything like that. So I asked him and he was very shocked and didn't know what to say. Well he ended up not even answering me. That was fine with me if he needed time to think. After we all woke up we went about our usual my dad either made us breakfast or we went to Wendy's. Before Anthony and the boys left I got annoyed with my brother and Anthony tried to talk to me and I dint want to talk to anyone. So Anthony got his stuff and left without saying goodbye.
All that next week I worked on making this booklet thing to show him I cared about him and I would do anything for him. I decided that even if he was mad at me and wouldn’t come to see me I would go to see him.
October 23rd 2003 was a Thursday and I was at Katie’s like usual. Well my mom called me that night and told me that my older brother David was going to call me at home in 10 minutes and I had to be there. So Katie took me home and I told her maybe Dave would be there since if he was calling he could have called me at Katie's. So Katie came in with me. Being that it was October it was cold. So I ran upstairs and my dad already opened the door for us. Well sitting on my couch was Anthony and Ryan. Sneaky boys! I was so happy to see him. I had just finished the present for Anthony so Katie told Anthony she and I would drive his car down he street to park it since we weren’t allowed to park it in front. When we got out of the car we left the booklet for him in the car so he would see it when he left. While we were in bed we talked about everything and we decided that we weren’t actually together but we wouldn’t date anyone else either. So we were mostly together.
We spent every weekend together and usually once a week also. Katie and Ryan were dating. So I would get a ride with her to go see them and Ryan would catch a ride with Anton when he came to see me.
One night Katie and I went out to see the boys and we needed a place to stay so Anthony let me stay with him and Katie stayed with Ryan. Well Anthony was staying with his mom and I had never met her so I was a little nervous. Well we got there and I was introduced to her and she thought she already met me. Now I would remember meeting her so I said nope. So then she said Anthony has shown her pictures of me, that’s where she knew me. I was very excited about that, it meant she remembered me in the pictures and it also meant that Anthony was showing her pictures of me.
November 14th 2003 Anthony, his mom, her boyfriend David and Ryan were all moving into a house in Graham that weekend. So Katie and I were of course going to be there to help them move in. Well this Friday was a very busy day. I finally bought a cell phone. Katie and I went to get the mini fridge I bought for the boy’s house warming gift. Katie and I even wrapped that fridge. The guys knew that I was giving it to them but hey they still really liked it. On the way there we stopped and got 24 packs of Sprite Anthony’s fave drink and Mountain Dew Ryan’s favorite drink. I also picked up Cool Ranch Doritos, also there favorite. A little after we got there A.J. showed up to help us clean. A.J. is a great guy. Well everyone was hungry so I offered to pay for everyone to eat. They guys decided they all wanted the Bacon Ultimate Cheeseburger Meal from Jack in the box. So that made it easy on us to remember. Now two girls carrying 5 meals is not a very easy thing to do. A.J. left a little after he ate. Ryan and I got up the next morning early because the phone kept ringing downstairs and Anthony's mom and David we gone. Anthony and Katie usually sleep in late so we let them be. Ryan and I went downstairs and started to clean anything we could. Katie and Anthony decided to wake up finally. Anthony's mom got a hold of us and told us to meet them at the apartment to help move. So we all got dressed and headed out. In Katie’s Car was Katie and I and In Anthony’s car was Anthony and. I needed coffee so I offered to pay for all of us so we stopped by the Starbucks, and then headed to the apartment. That was a very long day. We stuffed so many cars full of stuff. Anthony’s favorite uncle on his mom’s side also was there to help. While we were unloading he asked Anthony if I was his girlfriend and Anthony said yes. I was happy but confused also. We weren't dating and I didn’t know why he told him that. Katie and I went home that Sunday night.
November 19th 2003 Katie had the next day off from school so she was going to go and stay with Ryan and Anthony I still had work so I couldn't go. Well I figured out that I could get a ride with Tracy a co-worker so I worked things out with him and Katie said she would take me out to him so I was excited. We decided not to tell Anthony or Ryan. Katie picked me up from work and we went to Starbucks and Ryan called me so I told him that I thought Katie was on her way already and that she was trying to see him for his break. So he was excited. Anthony also called me so I complained that I couldn’t come out to see him. Well Katie did go see Ryan and while she did that I was hidden about a block away. When she came to get me she said that he didn’t have any idea that I was there. So Katie and I went to the mall to waste time until we had to pick Ryan up from work. I hid under the blankets in the back seat while we went to get him. The plan was to get him in the car and then have Katie ask Ryan to get her chap stick on the floor. While he was doing that I would sneak out of the blankets and sit there until he noticed me. Well it worked He didn’t even think I was there and then when he reached back for his seat belt he saw me and freaked out. It was so funny. Well being that it was so funny we decided not to tell Anthony I was there and to show up. Well when we got there Anthony was sleeping on the chair so that worked very well. We all went in the room and Katie and Ryan we annoying Anthony to get up and since the light was so bright he covered his eyes and couldn't see me on the side of him. He told Ryan Earlier that he didn’t want to be around the two of them together because he would miss me, so he was going to sleep. So he closed his eyes. When I knew it was safe I kissed him. He opened his eyes and only saw Katie and Ryan and was so confused on who kissed him. Then I started to laugh and he turned and saw me. It was so hilarious. Well David decided that it wasn’t appropriate that we slept in the same room as the boys so we had to stay in Anthony's sister Paula’s room. Even though the weekend before it was ok for us to sleep together. I mean its not like we were having sex. We sleep at night and we are all the type to cuddle. But it was their house so we respect there wishes. Being that it was the 19th I asked Anthony out again he told me he would sleep on it and tell me in the morning. That was what he said to every thing. Then he told me that he was already telling people we were together. He ended up not telling me. The next morning I went to work and it was snowing everywhere. Tracy was quite late getting to our meeting point because there was so much snow.
November 21st 2003 we went out to Anthony's and Ryan's again. Ryan and Anthony both had to get up early for work so we went to be early. Anthony and I said goodnight in Paula's room and Ryan and Katie said goodnight in the boys room. Well I was lying there with Anthony and I brought up the fact that he didn't answer me yet. So we talked and he said you actually need me to say yes and I was like of course so he did and we started dating. I was so happy. Finally I was with Anthony the one person I had wanted to be with for so long. YAY!
December 5th 2003 Our first real date. It really was our first date. Since we didn’t drive when we dated before. So I was very excited. Anthony was late getting to my house but that was ok. There was a lot of traffic and he wanted to get to me on time so he got in the carpool and was pulled over. He didn’t get a ticket though. Anthony wanted to take me out somewhere very fancy. We ended up going to Anthony’s at Pier 57 or something along the lines of that. The reason he chose it was it said Anthony's Valet so Anthony was like hey it’s my valet. That was also the night of the dragon but that’s an inside joke. Anthony and I were talking that weekend and I mentioned I have always wanted to go on a sled ride so Anthony said lets go next payday. I have never been with anyone who would just be like ok then I will take you. It was very exciting. So he said next payday he would pay for us to go to Leavenworth
December 19th 2003 Anthony and I were going to Leavenworth this weekend. Well Since Anthony got to take me out I decided that this weekend I would get to take him out. Well at least he thought I was taking him out. but really I was making him his favorite Dinner. I set up this whole Candle lite dinner for two. Well being that I always wait until the last minute to do things I was very busy and had no time to get everything done. So My parents helped me. I needed to wrap all of his presents since we were giving eachother our presents early. Both Anthony and I couldnt wait any longer so we decided to unwrap earlier then Christmas. Plus we both got things for eacother that we would need to take to Leavenworth. Well Anthony showed up almost right on time but I wasn't ready yet. We were having difficulties with the candles. Well Anthony went to my grandparents house which is right around the corner to give me more time. Anthony thought it was because I still needed to finish my hair and I didnt want him to see me. When I was finished we called and rushed him back before the food was ruined. When he saw me he noticed that my hair wasn't done. He was confused until he walked in and saw the table all set up. He was very impressed. Anthony loves Ceasar salad so we started off with that. Then we went to his All Time Favorite Meal Ever. Fettucini Alfredo. And ended it with a Brownie Ice cream chocolate and caramel desert. I got the Idea for it when I went to The rainforest cafe, I just changed it a little to make it more personal. What I did was put Caramel Sauce all over the middle of the plate and then did the fancy design with chocolate sauce. Then I added a couple scoops of Vanilla Ice Cream and places Star shaped Brownies and Chocolate around and piled on the ice cream and drizzeled it with Chocolate and Caramel. It looked so great. See the reason why I made that desert was because I forgot that his favorite desert was cheesecake. Well after he had my desert he said that now he has two favorites. I dont even like brownies and I thought It was great.
New Years Eve I bought a dog for Anthony and I. He is a Black Lab mix. While we spent more time with him we can see that his is mixed with Pitt. We named him "G" because he is a "G" or when talking to Grandparents "G" short for Gambit.lol
January was a great month. Anthony moved in with me! Then he quit his job which was good becuse they were stupid. I went snowboarding for the first time. I loved Anthony always being there when I got homeeee. and he usually picked me up and we would go out.
February was my birthday and that really sucked. Umm Anthony called in on one of those jobs in the paper and got an interview the next day. There were 80 people who interviewed and 8 were hired. Anthony is the only one out of those people who still works there. Valentines day weekend was when Anthony was supposed to start working. I was really not happy about that. but then it turned out that it was ok with his work for me to tag along since it was only a training weekend. He didn't have any money since he just started so he couldn't take me out or anything but I bough stuff we could both enjoy. Since it was his training week he was able to choose people he was going to do the show with. So we got to go to his step moms and hang out with his little brothers and so that was fun. And when went to his moms she made us dinner. His mom is Korean so dinner was so good!!!! It turned out to be a god weekend.
March 16th 2004 Anthony and I moved into our very first apartment. There was a lot of drama at home so we decided the weekend before that we wanted to move out and I found a place. Anthony called them and set up a meeting. We went during my lunch that day and looked at it and really liked it. So we decided to move in.
May 2nd 2004 Anthony and I went to go get our new puppy. An all white Siberian Husky, with Amazing blue eyes. He is so cute. But he's a Devil dog. We named him Skye because his eyes. He is very mean also. He will attack any other dog he sees.
July 21 2004 Anthony and I are doing great. I love being with him. We are going camping wth a bunch of people we went to highschool with this weekend. I am very excited. It's our first camping trip together. We are taking both Dogs, so this will be an interesting trip. The campsit is about 2 and a half hours away withought traffic ang "G" gets car sick. Also Today is our 8th month Anniversary again. It's annoying we have to start all over, but it's worth it. Anthony is amazing!!
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